when the going gets tough, the tough go running

These two days have been....interesting to say the least. I have been trying to be positive, and I think Im doing a little better. Ever since the start of college I always looked forward to graduation, and starting a real job. Now that I'm here I wish I was back in school. The job market is awful, and it is impossible to even get an interview. I can honestly say that in the past two months, I have sent out probably 1,000 applications and made hundreds of calls. Using what connections I have not been successful either. People seem willing to help, yet in the end, no one can help.

On the bright side, however, I have finally been able to get back to the gym. Not having money to pay my KSU Alumni fees has kept me from being able to go to the gym. Today Matt and I were able to get back, and man was it needed. There is alot I have missed from lifting weights, cause running and push ups just don't do enough.
After just a few workouts, I already felt so much better. Just putting on some music, lifting some weight, and blocking the world out makes you feel great. Now a couple hours later, was not the greatest feeling. Being sore is really nice though, especially when you can walk outside and jump in the pool.

Another trying situation is the new roommates who are moving in..... It would seem like common sense to turn off lights, shut doors, and common things like that. These guys just dont seem to get the concept. They dont. It does not seem hard to shut off a light, so I just dont get it. If things dont get better and they don't follow simple rules, I will without hesitation move out. I had to deal with BS last year and I refuse to do it again.

I have a lot of things to look forward to this week, hopefully the right things will fall into place. I have new friends I hope to see very soon, and old friendships rekindling. I can only pray that the right things happen at the right time. So far it seems like they have. Just need to wait for the right person and right situation to turn everything around. Truth be told, it will be a long time coming.